I got a lot in my head and can't stop thinking about it. I'm FREAKING out!

Bad news. I failed english but i passed. I say it was a fail even though it's a pass. Okay, it's average. And i hate it! Seriously. I have been freaking out what to do. I can't get into stage two and that;s the problem! I want to get into stage two. Forget about literature. I don't think i can do that. So at the end of year exam i will hopefully do much better than before. Plus another bad news is it's going to be difficult. So cross my fingers, I can do it. Pray for me people! While the rest is okay but what i'm worrying is the semester mark. I did great in my exams except english but not sure about semester mark, so i am really freaking out now. My reports are coming next friday and it's coming soon! Help me! I hope i'm doing fine with my work and i hope to get good results for my report. I've never been so hell like this! Urgh.

Anyway, forget about bad news. The good news is i had fun yesterday. I watched a performance yesterday, the swan festival school performance. It was cool but some were boring. My sister was in it and i tell you she was okay, not bad. I thought she wasn't ood for dance because she use to be so slow and can't do some stuff but after that I think she can do it. I have to admit it! Um, but the best performance was the two people from a school. They choreograph the song as hip hop and i say it was AWESOME! I wanted to watch it twice. I mean let them dance the whole time. I loved it. It was like they were so profesional. I've never seen anyone doing it like that. All the hip hop moves. It was a slow song so not much of hip hop moves just like a few feet movement, body movement, hand movement. All i got to say, it was good! Everyone applauded so loudly. I say give them a trophy or something. Another performance was from my school doing a contemporary done by year twelves. There was just one guy and most of them were girls. But to tell you, it was good. It was about love i think yeah. I loved it so much. All the movements were smooth and gentle. Oh, i want to watch it again! It was lovely. So those two were the best performance i ever seen. There is another one still by my school in year 10. Their dance were hip hop and it was kinda good though they didn't do the steps together but overall it was good. They have that strong energy and fast movements. Seriously i love it. I love the worm movement, done on the floor. It was cool, done by two girls. Cool, eh!

Anyway, I had fun and i enjoy it yesterday night although there were some problems with me. My body. I can't stop shivering. I kept shivering so hard. I don't know why. And I had to wear three jumpers and a pair of gloves. Man seriously. I was so cold and kept shivering. Also, that day was just so freezing cold. Others were not like me, i just shiver alot. Something wrong with my body that can't stand much coldness? I guess.

And yesterday night, Max, the cat always comes to our house, somewhat slept at our house twice. But she was naughty. She didn't want to sleep with us so it slept near the toilet. I don't know why but i can't be bothered to get her back to the bed cause i was so tired.

Wow, i had a lot of great time yesterday. But soon it will be worse on friday cause my report is coming and i will be shivering cause i'm nervous. Urgh! God help me!