I'm relax.

Yes! No more gardening. I am so happy. Well now is back to doing whatever I want. Mostly just watching movies. We bought it yesterday. Four more movies. We watched three already. That was fast. Haha. Well just a few more days and it is New Years Day! I am so happy. All the concert. The firework too. Hey Singapore! Happy New Year's Day too! I'm so sad I am not able to go there and watch the fireworks. I missed it. A few more days and Singapore start school too. Hope you guys have a great holiday. I'm going to be in Year 10 and 15 next year too! Yay! But also an important year because I am going to college soon. Got to work hard for the exam. It's going to be tough! I am a Singaporean, I can always work hard. I always work hard. And hope for the best and also succeeding. To me a new year is like a new life. But it's always the same unless you make a change. I don't know if I ever going to change. Maybe. But i got to be who i am. That is what everyone says.

Annie taught me something too. We were chatting on msn and i came up a conversation. What do you want to be when you grow up. Most people say they don't really know yet and some already know. To me I think i am not ready yet. It is not easy to chase only one dream you always thought you can be. You need to think of another career just in case you didn't get what you want to be. You have choices. Everyone have choices but important thing is. Is that what you want? You can't just take things for granted. You got to be happy with what you got. I don't know about me. Sometimes I take things for granted.

Right now I feel regretted. I've always love music. Everyone does too. Some of you want to be an actor, a singer, teacher, a sciencetist, a magazine producer or anything you want to be. To me, I want to take a job that does with music. I love singing and playing the piano. I don't thing I can take singing at leats I get to play a piano. I didn't know what talent I have. I just miss the piano. I am almost forgetting my notes. Maybe soon i will forget all the notes. I don't want to forget. I want to remember. I love playing the piano. Just follow the rhythm. I can also make music write music. I don't really know if I can. I don't have the money to have those courses. I have to just find a job. You know someday you got to be independant. I am not independant yet so we have to try to be one.

Annie really taught me alot. One conversation and all the answers come out of nowhere. It's in our knowledge. Learn from what you have learn. Thanks Annie! Got to thank you a million times!Never really thought you are really a great advicer just like a cousellor. Haha.

Anyway. I'm tired right now. I have only one hour to use the compputer. Urgh! I hate it. I want to use forever. But remeber, some other person have to use it too!

-NO_ONE